Really want to do it

I am not happy…. Well, I AM happy, but there are certain things I really need to change.
Because I’m on anti depressants, there are some side affects… and those I am NOT happy about. I’ve been gaining weight. Not a lot, but enough to make me unhappy with what I see in the mirror. So I’ve started watching what I eat, and make sure that I eat at least 4 times a day. I try to have fruit and vegetables that I can snack on during the day and I feel a bit better already, which is a good thing.
The next thing I need to start on, is going to the gym. I work at a football club, and because of this, I get a free membership to their gym. So it’s actually pretty stupid, that I don’t use it! So I’ve written down in my calender that I have to go to the gym on certain days. That way, I knoow I’ll feel guilty if I don’t go on those days. I’m also planning on taking Zumba classes again. I really enjoy it and it’s an amazing workout.

Another thing, exercise-wise, is that I’ll be riding my bike to school every day, starting this Monday. It’s too expensive to take the bus every single day, so I’m forced to do it. This, too, will help tone everything.

I just hope I can do this – well it’s not like I have a choice. I’ve been thinking about doing a weekly log-thing. Writing down what food I’ve eaten, what exercise I’ve done, and maybe some recipes, as I’m constantly looking on Pinterest for healthy, fun food.

I think that doing that, will help as well. So, starting next Sunday (August 11th) I’ll begin my Suck It Up Series. I hope you follow it and if you have any tips, tricks or recipes, please comment 🙂

Until next time 🙂


School’s out!

Hello hello hello helloooo!

I’m sorry for the lack of posts, but I’ve been busy revising for exams…

My Danish exam went pretty well – I got a B which I’m pretty happy about. The subject I got wasn’t one that I’d revised that much on, so yay 😉

My last exam, which was psychology, was this past Tuesday. I’m been revising my butt of practically 24/7 because there was soooo much stuff!

The subject I got was culture/group psychology – again one of the subjects I really hadn’t paid that much attention to… But some of the stuff must have stuck because I got an A! I couldn’t believe it when my teacher told me, I was thrilled!

So now it’s summerbreak – Hopefully only until August 5th. I have to send in my application for the new school by Friday – only problem right now, is that I can’t find my diploma from business school and I have to send it along with my application… If I don’t find it, it’ll cost me about 120 dollars… So keep your fingers crossed 😉

I’m really bad at doing nothing – which is why I need a plan for my vacation. Something to do, you know?

So I’ve dusted off by old traininggear and it’s back to the gym! Also, I’ve decided to make some changes to my diet. I’ve always been naturally thin, but ever since starting on my pills for depression, I’ve gain a bit of weight. Now, to a lot of people this sounds completely insane, but for someone whose never had ‘extra fat’, it’s a pretty hard blow. So from now on, it’s more fruit, vegetables, fish and less red meat, chips, candy and other not so good stuff. 

I’m going to tell ya right now: It’s not gonna be easy – I suck at these kinds of things! I get childish, defiant, angry… And in the end I quit!… Sad but oh so true…

BUT! I’ve been down and unhappy about myself for way too long… I’ll be 29 in 9 days and I don’t want to start off a new year being miserable…

I really hope I can stick to it – so please bear with me if I write some ‘I hate the world’ posts…

Because I really don’t 😉

Take care!