Take 2

So… I’m a few day behind on the May challenge – the days just flew by! It’s now May 27th. So I’m going to admit defeat and say that I won’t be able to go through with it.

But that’s a part of life, right? Admitting when something isn’t going to work and just move on instead of trying and trying and pushing yourself. Because that is just going to make you feel miserable and (even more) like a failure.

So I’m moving on! On to bigger and better things ๐Ÿ™‚ Well… not sure of better… This past Wednesday I finished school – well, the normal schedule anyway – I’m on my studybreak, yay!

I have my first two exams this week – written exams that is – Danish on Wednesday and English on Thursday. I feel pretty prepared for both. I just need to cram tomorrow on different periods in written litterature – not my fave thing in the world but it’s got to be done right?

After that, I have a little over a week until my next exam – 24 hour exam in Social Studies. I’m not sure of you’re familiar with this concept, so I’ll tell ya: on Sunday June 9th I’ll go to my school and draw my subject. Then I have a little over 24 hours at home to prepare a synopsis and the on the 10th I’ll go back to have the ‘actual’ exam.

I have the same type of exam the 11th – this time in English.

Then, on the 17th I have my oral exam in Danish and on the 25th my final exam psychology and then I’m done! With that school anyway. I’ve applied to go busniess academy to hopefully get my AP degree in marketing management. I won’t find out if I get in until July 30th which sucks but that’s life.

So, that’s a little about my future plans – I’m going to get some bloodtest results in an hours and after that I’ll study a bit before going to work at Randers FC (a soccerclub). I volunteer there as a receptionist on Mondays for a few hours. I also work whenever there’s a homegame in the VIP section and at their Kids Club arranging different events and marketingthings. This is what I want to do with my life and I’ve figured that out while working at Randers FC.

Okay, enough with the chit-chat, I’ve got to get some revising down before my appointment!

I’ll talk to you soon, I promise! ๐Ÿ™‚

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I’m sorry….

Today is all about apologies… funny, serious, everything goes.

So this is my apology to my boyfriend A:

I want to say how sorry I am for the way I’ve been acting these past few weeks. As you know, I’ve started my pills for depression yet again. It takes some time for them to work and the side-affects suck. I’m tired most of the time and that sucks – so it’s actually a good thing that you’re down in barracs Monday-Friday (although I really miss you baby). Also, I know that i sometimes go crazy over virtually nothing and say some crazy things but I want you to know that I don’t mean them. You’re the love of my life and I can’t wait to see what the future holds for you and me.

I love you baby! :-*

4 posts in 1…Shame on me!

I’ve been bad, ย I know! I haven’t blogged since Wednesday… I have a pretty valid excuse though – Thursday was a public holiday here in Denmark, which meant that my boyfriend came home a day early from the military – and then the days just flew!

Anyway, I decided to cram the days I missed from the challenge into one… I hope that’s okay? Well then, here we gooooooooooooooooooooooooo…..!

Thursday: A moment in my day

You probably don’t know this…because, well I haven’t told you about it, but I’m a BIG football (or soccer if you’re American) fan. I even work for my favorite team doing a bunch of different stuff which is a lot of fun ๐Ÿ™‚ Anyway, on Thursday, my team played the Cup Finals! Now, eventhough I’m a fan, I’m also realistic… And I just knew that they were going to lose the match… and so they did. I was pretty bummed but just proud that they’d made it so far ๐Ÿ˜‰

Friday: my most embarrassing moment(s)

Hmm… to be honest, none really pops into my head right now. I’m not sure if this means that I’ve never done anything embarrassing or if there’s so many that I just can’t pick one… but I did fall on the bowlinglane a few weeks ago. It hurt like hell and I couldn’t really breathe afterwards. I’d fallen right down on my back and found out at few days later that I’d actually pressed my ribs.. Auch! And it was pretty embarrassing… ย :-/

Saturday: sell yourself in 10 words or less…

Damn… this is a tough one… But! Here we go:

I treat others the way I want to be treated

Sunday:ย what do I miss?

I miss being carefree. I miss just being happy and having fun. This will come eventually. I know. But I really miss that.

 

So there we are – 4 posts in one! I promise I’ll be better in the future ๐Ÿ˜‰

XOXO – Maria

Day 8 – my 2 cents

Today I’m supposed to give you a piece of advice….. Not quite sure what to tell ya there…. well maybe I do.

Don’t be afraid to ask for help! My stubbornness has cause me quite a few headaches over the years. Eventhough it was clear for everyone to see that I needed some guidence, I just denied it and cause myself a lot more pain than it should have.

So; suck it up and ask for help! The people around you who love you are more than willing to help you, in any way they can ๐Ÿ˜‰

XOXO -Maria

The things I’m most afraid of

So it’s already day 7… and I have to tell you what I’m most afraid of….

Good question… I’m not afraid of dying myself – but I’m afraid of the people I love dying. I’m afraid of not having them in my life anymore. I know that death is a natural part of life, but the thought of my mom and dad, or sister or brother not being here? That scares me more than anything…

Other than that – well…. I AM a girl… so big-ass spiders, whasps…. those kind of creepy creatures scares the crap out of me!

What are you afraid of?

XOXO – Maria

Uhm… so what is it I do….?

Day 6: “If you couldnโ€™t answer with your job, how would you answer the question, โ€˜what do you doโ€™?”

I would say that I’m still trying to figure life out. That’s the funny thing: whenever I think I have it aaaall figured out, something knocks me off my feet and I’m left baffled.

But besides that, I’m qualifying to get accepted a businessacademy in the fall – exams are just around the corner, and due to not really having the strength to go to school for the past few weeks, I have a LOT of revising to do… well, I should have started really…. I’ll get right on it!

XOXO – Maria

This should have been up yesterday….

..but for some reason it didn’t get published… sooo here it is ๐Ÿ˜‰

“Publicly profess your love and devotion for one of your blogger friends… or reallife friend or family member”

I’m gonna have to go with my dad. He’s the most amazing person I’ve ever met and ever will meet. He’s kind, patient, funny…. everything I aspire to be in real life. He’s in his 60s so of course I can’t help but wonder how it will be once he’s gone..

I love you dad and I hope to be just like you!